I Can’t Afford It

It’s OK — you don’t have to be embarrassed for me

Kim McKinney

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Photo by Jordan Rowland on Unsplash

I’ve been out of work for over a year now. It’s been more good than bad.

My office closed, and two weeks later, there I was. I was looking for a job for the first time in 13 years. Not getting all the jobs for which I interviewed for the first time. Oh, wait, maybe the second time. I had interviewed for one that I didn’t get one time. It was forgettable.

Yes, losing my job was a surprise, though perhaps it shouldn’t have been. It often happens in my industry (insurance/employee benefits). Many of my friends had lost jobs, and I had been fortunate to retain mine through those years.

The old notion “if you work hard and are good at your job, you’ll always work” doesn’t always apply these days.

I received severance and then collected unemployment. Going into this I had no debt other than my house payment. I also had some savings. I slowly started cutting back the unessential.

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Kim McKinney

A non-niche writer who loves a good story. My ADHD mind thinks way too much for its own good, but I have grown to love it. An idea person.